Today we sang a new bandish in bageshree.
Sensual, Sexual, Smoothly flowing.
Radha talking to Krishna through every note, every matra,every word of the bandish and through every particle of her body.
The bandish runs really fast. drut-lay.full of energy.
as i sang i realised i was feeling the feeling.at least i was supposed to feel the feeling.
metaphors,contexts,spaces.a total mixmatch.i try to be one with it.i try to be one with myself.i only try.
It hits me .
I often wonder what were they like as people the Krishna and the Radha , who gave freedom to so many emotions of love, attraction,gaze, sex, touch and yes, a celebration of it all.
I often also wonder what were Adam and Eave like,as people?
Did they ever sing?what was it like,then?
na daro rang mope
tang vasan ang ang
pragat hot brijvaasi dekhat sab!
kaisi na tohe laaj aave
niharat jobanva mora
beech dagar gher let
mose chhed karat sab!
na daro rang mope...