2/16/08

For the sake of a single bliss..


When are you going to have food?
when are you going to finish eating?

Junuka when are you going to get married?
when will you apply for further studies?

Junuka when are you going to learn to make chapatis?
when are you going to throw your old jeans and buy new clothes?
when will you wear a saree Junuka?

Tell me tell us tell everyone...

when are you going to put up your exhibition?
when will you make a film?
why aren't you showing your works junuka?
why aren't you making a film?
When will you make a baby?
When will you go back to the islands?
why aren't you going back to the islands?

when will you earn money Junuka, money is important!
when will you settle down?

When are you going to the beauty-parlour?
Look at your face,look at your hair...
When will you pluck your eyebrows?

When are you going to sing Junuka?
Why aren't you doing riyaz?

When are you going to do exercise,get up early and do Pranayam?
why aren't you doing it?

Tell me tell us tell everyone...

When are you?
Junuka, when when when....

Junuka says..
when am I going to die

or fly away or dissolve or evaporate
or become a stone or a frog?
or fume into steam and vanish..?
WHEN...
Tel me ,tel us,tel everyone...

For the sake of a single bliss!!!

-love,Junuka

2/12/08

Missing Worlds..Dosti ki Dhun







I miss all of this and I guess I am going to keep missing it for the rest of my life.The Nicobar islands and some stories we lived. I thought so much about it that the doctor said I am emotionally exausted. I hate myself for leaving the islands at the same time love the fact that I still have a lot of hope and amazing things to remember and feel good about.
We did work hard and tried our best.But sometimes the dreams can not come true,and its not a crime!
I yearn to live life ahead without the feeling of guilt and longing...
Anyone wants to say anything?
Love
Junuka